My best friend is back. This post will be brief (lol) because I took a Benadryl and have to sleep. Some brownies had some weird nut ingredients? IT HAS BEEN 2 MONTHS HERE. I just want to say that drinking caffeine makes me feel fishy. And I think it actually makes my focus worse??? I register for classes tomorrow morning. I need to get back to where I was with math, and a book aid is on its way. My friend is in the hospital again… How rough… 🙁 I am enjoying reading and audiobooks very much.

I went to a reading on Thursday that had 2 features and an open mic. The features were the first Zoom/otherwise interactions of me actually admiring their work. Pretty cool. Met an engineering contact as well.

I WANT BADLY TO BE ABLE TO DO MY EXPIREMENTS HERE. I ASKED BECCY AND SHE ASKED MY CONSERVATOR AND MY CONSERVATOR TOLD ME THAT IT WAS BECCY’S DECISION (which is what makes sense / I swear these people have disparate brains) BUT THAT SHE WOULD ASK HER SUPERVISOR.

I AM GETTING A 3D PRINTER AS SOON AS THE FAFSA KICKS IN.

And I hope that the FAFSA kicks in asap. And I hope I can do my experiments asap.

I go to the gym and I weigh like 175 but it is somewhat lean. I can do 7 chinups. Shoulder press good. I need to lose weight though. I go hard on the exercise bicycle and treadmill, but I need new shoes. Lately I have been bringing my tablet to the gym and watching Netflix while I cycle. There is a person at the gym who I see and who I disapprove of. He just sits at a long bicycle with a soda and today he was eating pudding. I wouldn’t care except that he looks like Joe Biden and I feel like people seeing him slack off with his nonsense is programming 🙁 I am considering whether to act…

I watched Oprah’s interview with Viola Davis. I thought it was pretty cool and I am taking an idea from that interview 😛

I met with a counselor at school and he was awesome 😀 I felt like I said something with some bite later in the meeting. I sometimes feel these things gnawing on me. I make some minor social faux pas and I feel it in my brain making me feel certain ways for quite a long time… I personally think that with 11 years of captivity my social skills are PHENOMENAL. But I can always still learn. And I turn to Netflix, etc. But there are books too, and Stacy has me taken care of.

I am not taking Linguistic Anthropology because I made a mistake seeing which school offers what classes. I am taking a class early in the morning during summer. My fall classes are Calculus and Chemistry with 2 fun easy classes. It should be great. And honestly I have a list of things I want to spend the FAFSA money on.

But I need to be able to experiment. Technically they are engineering experiments more than science ones. I need it bad and I will be doing what I can to be free to make what I want.